There are other me(s)

It feels funny and weird at the same time when you see other people in your facebook home, a person who has the same name as you do.

this is the 'other' Amanda ↓

and this is me hehe ↓

yes the name Amanda Anindita seems to be used quite frequently. When the 'other' Amanda added me on facebook, first I was surprised but quite excited! I was giggling the whole time.

Anyway, whoever she is, I bet she will be loved endlessly by the people around her since the meaning of 'Amanda' is to be loved or lovable, and in my life I always feel that I am loved. I never been in such severe pain or heartbreak and whenever I was sad, the situation would backfire and there'll be rainbow again. In fact, I consider to give my baby daughter the name Amanda (if I got a daughter hihihi)

GYABOOOOO!!!

my favorite scene, awww

Currently re-watching Nodame Cantabile and I fell in love over and over again with this drama. I remember the first time I saw this serial, it was in Brisbane a night before my Business Law exams and this serial literally made me fail the test, literally! hahaha yet, it was a good memories after all :) you guys should watch this :D

The famous FART EXERCISE!

SHE IS UBER CUTE!!!!

The Tea Room Experience

There's no other fun than to hang out with your friends on a Saturday night am I right?

well, I also miss dating with Monsie actually, hopefully he can graduate soon and we can experience our dating days more in the future :)

GOOD TIMES

500 Days of Summer ☀☀☀

Today I finished download and watched this:

ohh! if you wanna download it like I did, you can download the torrent here, after you download the torrent, first you have to have Vuze or Azureus to download the torrent, you can download Vuze here. As for the English subtitle you can download it here. Enjoyy.

It actually is as good as it was expected and it definitely wasn't a love story. It has more reality aspect, that not all relationship work every time.

Warning: these pics below may give spoilers hihi.

Narrator: This is a story of boy meets girl. The boy, Tom Hansen of Margate, New Jersey, grew up believing that he'd never truly be happy until the day he met the one. This belief stemmed from early exposure to sad British pop music and a total mis-reading of the movie 'The Graduate'. The girl, Summer Finn of Shinnecock, Michigan, did not share this belief. Since the disintegration of her parent's marriage she'd only love two things. The first was her long dark hair. The second was how easily she could cut it off and not feel a thing. Tom meets Summer on January 8th. He knows almost immediately she is who he has been searching for. This is a story of boy meets girl, but you should know upfront, this is not a love story.

Summer: I love The Smiths
Tom: Sorry?
Summer: I said I love The Smiths. You… You’ve got a good taste of music.
Tom: You like The Smiths.
Summer: To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die. I love ‘em.
Tom: Holy shit.

Tom: So, do you have a boyfriend?
Summer: No. Who needs it? We’re young. Might as well have fun while we can.
Tom: Wa-wait wait wait… What happens if you fall in love?
Summer: You don’t believe that, do you?
Tom: It’s love, it’s not Santa Clause.

Tom: In college, they called me perfect, adequate and handsome.
Summer: They used to call me anal girl.
Summer: I was very neat and organize.

Tom: It’s off.
McKenzie: What?
Tom: Me and Summer.
McKenzie: Was it ever on?
Tom: No. But it could’ve been in a world where good things happen to me.
Paul: Yeah, well that’s not really where we live.
McKenzie: So what happened?
Tom: Alright, you ready? So there we are, 9 more floors to ride, just me and her..

Flashback
Tom: Hey Summer.
Summer: Hi.
Tom: How was your weekend?
Summer: It was goood.
End Flashback

Tom: Can you believe that shit?
McKenzie: I’m sorry, what shit?
Paul: Yeah, I think I missed something.
Tom: She said it was good, emphasis on the good. She basically said she spent the weekend having sex with some guy she met at the gym. Whatever. I’m over it.
McKenzie: What the hell is wrong with you?
Tom: She’s not interested in me. There’s really nothing I can do about that.
McKenzie: Just because she said it was goood?
Tom: And some other things.
Paul: Did she say hey, instead of hi? Cause you know that means she’s a lesbian right?

Paul: Did you bang her?
Tom: What? No.
Paul: Hand job?
Tom: No jobs, I’m still unemployed. We kissed.
Paul: Come on, level with me. As your best friend, who tolerated you whining about this girl for weeks. You were essentially stalking her..
Tom: Sssh!
Summer: Hi, I’m summer
Paul: I’m Paul. Well, I gotta go. Just pretend I was never here. Oh wait, Tom - if any jobs come up..
Tom: Thanks Paul, see ya. If you heard any of that..
Summer: Heard what?
Tom: Nothing. You wanna go?
Summer: Yeah I’m stalking - I mean I’m starving!

Tom: It’s official, I’m in love with Summer.
I love her smile.
I love her hair.
I love her knees.
I love this heart shaped birth mark she has on her neck.
I love the way she sometimes licks her lips before she talks.
I love the sound of her laugh.
I love the way she looks when she’s sleeping.

IT REALLY IS A GOOD ONE.

(sorry for lots of spoilers hihihi)

Why, why, tell 'em that is human nature

I am sooo relieved that I had a not-so-hectic week this current week. While last week was...blegghhhh... so hectic that it actually can made me sleep at 10pm at night. I had three finals interviews (how can it be all in one week?) from Pertamina, Mandiri and BRI. Since the position in Pertamina was as not good as in Mandiri and BRI, I resigned from Pertamina, reducing my options into two. At the end I also resigned from Mandiri because I know that BRI is better, it's weird because most people think the opposite, well the figures and facts won't lie, will they?

And yes, finally I had seen This Is It. It was great and I feel the audiences can get to know Michael a little bit better. He always says "love" "love" "love" "bless you" "it's your time to shine" and all these words of encouragement. He was a good person after all. He's not just thinking about himself, he wanted others to feel special too.He saw and thought himself as Peter Pan and I guess that's why he loved children very much, but It doesn't make him a pervert or anything. I just think that when you're at the top, people tend to get jealous of you and they tend to make bad prejudice about MJ. They tried to mocked him and brought him down but he coped with all that just because of LOVE.

When I got back home, I listened to Jackson 5's I'll Be There and I don't know, somehow it made sad. His music didn't change a bit, from just a child until he was gone, it was all about love. Loving humans, loving others and even loving earth. Am I being too sensitive about this? hihihi I suppose so. It makes me so sad that he has worked so hard for this final concert of his and he wasn't able to fulfill it in the end. I sometimes think that his soul would float around on that stage full of regrets because he had an unfinished business, he wanted to grab the mike and his sequins gloves and to dance and to sing but he can't. But I guess he would also smile for what he's done for the world, for children, for earth, even tho' he'd shed some tears because he unintentionally broke his fans' heart for leaving them. So now, I dedicate this post to MJ, rest in peace MJ. We will love you forever, your songs and voice will live on ♥

With Brooke Shields. MJ must have loved sequins so much

I want his black sequins jacket :)

“A-aahhhhhhh” -The only non-word that made us realize lots of things about the world. And only ONE artist/genius/legend can do that.

WE LOVE YOU

Corruptions, robberies, rapes, assault and battery, thefts, manslaughters, murders, piracy, trafficking, drugs, alcohol, can't you see that Allah is mad at us? it's time to repent and ask forgiveness and go back to His ways.

To be honest, I feel scared for my country.
Bismillah ya Allah please protect us.

hello?

hello everyone! finally, some leisure time to blog, fiuh. it's been what, a month since my last post? sorry guys (well whoever you are my loyal readers), I've been so busy these past weeks. I've had tons of job interviews, which most of them failed in a certain step. The first job call that I had was from Pertamina and it was literally the longest Psycho test that I ever had, it ran for 7 hours from 9 AM to 4 PM. Then they didn't contact me for about a month and then they called me to do a medical check up, which also was the longest med check I have ever experienced. They forced me to run on a treadmill for 12 minutes. hosh. They haven't contacted me again since then.

After that I tried out Castrol, I did get the job but I rejected it coz I didn't quite like the position. Other job interviews that I had was mostly in Banks such as Mandiri, HSBC, and now I just had BRI and BNI. In other words, my future job is still vague, so please pray for me guyssss, fiuhh

Thankfully I still have my girls around, being with them cheers me up when I miss Monsie the most, but I also miss my besti Cipoth, even tho' we're in the same city, it is so hard for us to meet :(

at mba Anin's wedding, she's so beautiful

bestiiiiii

ooooh! great news! Mum just bought me this Diana F+ World Tour Tokyo Edition complete with its Instant Back! ohh I love you mum! now I can take polaroid pics with my Diana lalalalala




↓ and this the first shot

I think this post is a little long guys because I got so many news and stories to tell you, like this one: I just found out that Macan, one of my cat is an American Shorthair breed! No wonder he's bigger and heavier than my other cat, Macan's weight is about 8 kilos guys, he's so heavy! He sleeps in my mum room (like I do) and when he wants to go out of the room, he walks to my bed and just sit there staring me until I feel someone is watching, then I woke up and opened the door for him. He's so polite :)

↑ this is Macan, yes he is quite a photogenic

and this is the actual American Shorthair ↓ look they have the same fur pattern, colors, yellowish ayes and even the same tail length

Okay, last news. Don't judge me guys cos I'm only human. okay here goes: I participated in this Sunsilk contest where the winner will be visited by Ariel Peterpan. GYAAAAA. Well I hope I win hahahahaha! have a great weekend you guys ♥

♥♥♥

CAN'T UPLOAD PICS...

AIB PICS OF MY FRIENDS NEED TO BE EXPOSED...

ASAP...

Happy Birthday Queen of Mouse!

hello everyone, how you doin? I had a blast this week, mostly caused by reunions among us high school girlfriends, whom some I seldom see.

I must say, the highlight of the week was the one where we celebrate Acil's birthday. It was held last Thursday in Plaza Indonesia. We ate, we chatted and we laughed endlessly!

Mostly because we reminisced a lot about our lives back in Brisbane. See, I'm a very very naughty person, I loveeee to do pranks on my friends and my favorite victim is Chamon, my house mate in Brisbane.

Happy birthday mousieee

The greatest prank and my proudest prank, is this:

See, during our UQ years, Chamon has been the one who woke up earliest, me being the second and Mya the latest. That time, my room was located exactly beside the bathroom.

One day, I heard Chamon went into the bathroom to take a shower. Me, still curled up under the blanket, still half asleep was thinking "gee, I think I'd like to do some pranks"

So I woke up, got out of my room and closed the door behind me quietly and tip-toed across the unit to Chamon's room and went under her bed. Yes, under. Her bed was exactly in front of her closet so my head was in front of her closet door. I managed the blanket so she won't see me under her bed when she came in. Then, I waited.

I heard she came out from the bathroom and came into her room. Seriously, I can stop laughing at the time but I forced myself to shut up. I can see her feet from under the bed and she was sitting on the bed, playing her phone and humming to Michael Jackson's Remember The Time from her iTunes if I'm not mistaken. I waited until she walked to her closet but she still sat there on her bed, maybe putting on some lotion.

And then, movement! she walked to her closet, opened it. I reached out my hand to grab her ankle and then BAMMM!!! I got her! She screamed like crazyyyyyyy!!!!!!!

"KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

Maybe she thinks I'm a ghost or something and I remember laughing so hard until I cried, she pulled me out of bed and hit me endlessly! Still, I can't stop laughing haha

So sorry Chaams, but it definitely was one of the best memory I had in Brisbane hahaha

Then she told me that she was buck naked when she walked into the closet but I swear I didn't see her! The blanket were distracting my vision hahaha, aah good times

So yes on Acil's birthday we talked about Brisbane and all things that we have experienced there, the good times and the bad times.

Love you Chaaamsssss

ps: why did all my pics are blurry? I'm sure I edit the right html, sht.

DotA has stolen my boyfriend!

For those of you whose boyfriend is addicted to a certain video game, raise your hands! cos' I certainly raise mine. Yes, Monsie is currently addicted to Dota!

first of all, let me explain what Dota is:

Defense of the Ancients (DotA) is a custom scenario for the real-time strategy video game Warcraft III: Reign of Chaos and its expansion, Warcraft III: The Frozen Throne, based on the "Aeon of Strife" map for StarCraft. The objective of the scenario is for each team to destroy the opponents' Ancients, heavily guarded structures at opposing corners of the map. Players use powerful units known as heroes, and are assisted by allied hero

es and AI-controlled fighters called "creeps". As in role-playing games, players level up their hero and use gold to buy equipment during the mission.

DotA was declared as the most popular "free, non-supported game mod in the world".

No wonder the boys are addicted to it.

Not that I hate it when Monsie played the game, it's good for him because he gets to socialized. Usually he plays it with 5 or 6 friends, from 12 to 4 in the morning.

it's just that when he did play the game, he disappeared.

He can't online, can't call, too busy to text me.

Here's what the game look like:

and here's what I thought about it:

Chamon said that playing Dota is like cheating.

But instead with another girl, he cheats with a game, which I definitely prefer much more.

well, as long as Monsie is happy, I am...happy?

Ied Mubarak ♥

hello everyone! just wanted to say

Happy Ied Mubarak!

Minal Aidin Wal Faidzin

Mohon maaf lahir batin

my lebaran day was filled with ziarah to my grandmas and grandpas graves and a happy tummy full of gulai kambing, sambal goreng ati and opor ayam, yumm

hope you guys also had a great lebaran day with your loved ones

talking about loved ones, Monsie just bought me a Ferragamo Spiffy! he knows how much I love this shoes and bought the black one for me, that means yaayyy I got them in three different colors! thank you baby ♥

What does it means?

I was walking on school grounds, or Uni grounds, unfamiliar with the place, wearing a complete Ballerina outfit with the tutu and leotard. Then suddenly from afar I saw this huge tall trees and on the top there was a man. His name is Dina, as I recall, and he can fly. I swear I recognize his face but I can seem to remember his name. In real life, I think he's one of my college friend in UI, we never talk, we just know each other.

I came to a sense that Dina wants to help me with something, but I refuse his help because I don't wanna be a burden to anyone else. I avoided him by running to these massive escalators but suddenly he pulled my hands and we were flying. He said it's okay to accept help from someone else. I remember as a thank you, I said we can shake hands on it and I remember I shook his really big hand and there was a twin curly signs in his middle finger.

This is the kind of dreams that after I woke up, I wanna kept remember and recalling the dream again. That's why I wrote it down. Before this dream, I dreamt that I saw Brad Pitt and was asking for a picture together, but instead of that, he was kissing me! I swore I can feel I was smiling when I was asleep last night.

Sometimes I disappointed because I seldom dreamt about Monsie and sometimes I wish it was him I dreamt about. hmm, wish I can read dreams. Do your dreams is as weird as mine?

oh sweet lovin

Sweet Sweet Love, originally uploaded by {peace&love♥}.

sorry for another hiatus huhuhu, currently I'm busy with my tumblr, it's so FUN! please do visit

oops it's almost sahur, happy fasting everyone :)

Matrioshka Russian dolls for Vogue Russia

Matrioshka Russian dolls for Vogue Russia, originally uploaded by mawphoto.com.

LOL

Great find!

Gossip Girl Cast, originally uploaded by Lα viε εst bεllε<3.

totally gorgeous picture, so adorable!

click!

after the operation, my dad gave me a surprise! he bought me the EOS500D! I'm so psyched! I still have lots to learn tho', luckily my brother knows it quite well. cheerio!

I'm perfect now.

Hey everyone! I think I've been away for such a long long time. Rasanya kalau di Jakarta my urge to blog has decreased drastically. But I consider it as a bad habit and I'll put my best to stop it hihihi. A lot has happened in these past weeks, first: My UI graduation!

the first one was the Faculty of Economics Yudisium graduation, located at the FEUI car park, which they turned into a wedding-like fiesta with tents, red carpets and everything. the big mistake was: they didn't provide AC but they provided these really big fans which blow waters, the one exactly like in Dufan. so you can imagine that the girls who wore really thick make up, they melted right away.

another thing that disappointed me frankly, was that the graduates, mereka sibuk dengan kegiatannya masing-masing. when the event started, it supposed to be calm and quiet dan khusyuk. but it was so noisy and they all laughed and chatted and took endless pictures. too bad. I wish there were more order.

and there was the UI graduation rehearsal.

and the real UI graduation itself. the hottest graduation I've ever been experienced.

if I make a business card, I can officially turn my name into:

Amanda Anindita, B.BusMan, S.E.

that actually looks good.

okay enough about graduation, remember that I told you about the bump in my chest? well, just about two days after the graduation, I was successfully being operated. the bump has gone but I still have a couple of bruises left. it's okay tho. the doctor was so nice to me, all I could remember was that I changed into operation attire, my mum prayed for me beside my operation bed, the nurse sticked a needle into my arm, we chatted a bit, asked me whether or not I have a boyfriend, then...nothing. I fell asleep and when I woke up I saw my brother and my mum, smiling and feeding me pudding (baru bangun langsung dikasi pudding!). I don't remember much but they said that I was chatty, I asked all these questions that I don't remember now.

this is me after the operation. still have asleep. I don't know why I gave the 'peace' sign.

anyway, I am psyched now! I just wish Monsie was here, I'm so lonely without him but well that's okay tho' :)

thank you for all of you who send your prayers for me before the operation. I'm wishing you the best of health in life ♥

"you're not getting cold fins now are you?"

Said Ariel to Flounder when they're about to enter the ship wreck.
yes, I remember most of the lines in the movie. they're my favorite :)

updates!!

sorry for the extra long hiatus, I've been experiencing a breakdown in these past weeks, mostly due to the fact of the long distance relationship I have to deal for the next five months. so today I'm gonna give you updates about my life after graduation, here we go!

1.) exactly the day after the graduation, the 23th of July, I went back to Indonesia for good. at first it was: "yaayyyy!" but when I got out of Soekarno-Hatta airport, I really can feel the humidity and the hot air that surrounded me that day, I assumed it was raining before I got there but instead of making the air cooler, it made the air hotter, you know, penguapan process and stuff

2.) knowing that I only have 9 days to spent with monsie before he went back to Brisbane, I made all these plans and stuffs I wanna do with him, just the usual dating stuffs like watching movies, going to Bandung and wisata kuliner, which we successfully did! me and monsie went to Bunga Rampai restaurant, recommended by the ultimate kuliner couple: acil and pandu, the resto reminded me of vintage batavia building, very classy and a wee bit pricey but the food was scrumptious.






3.) sickness attack! for the first vew weeks in Jakarta, I really can't stand the heat and loath the endless mosquitos. in two days before monsie left Jakarta, I was sick, real sick. high degrees of fever, can't move, can't stand, can't sit, it was awful, I thought it was demam berdarah or typus, thankfully it was just my body experiencing a shock of the rapid weather changes (I bet it was the heat). when I feel better, I had alergic, I assumed it was caused by the two plates of hakau dimsum I had with the girls the day before. My body was itching sooooo baaddd, I can't sleep and keep on scratching the whole time! I'm fine know tho' hehe

and oohh important for all ladies out there: when I was living in Brisbane I found a bump in my chest and last week I had a check up on it. it wasn't dangerous and won't develop into cancer but it still have to be removed. so I'll be having an operation after my UI graduation next week. so please girls be alert, check your body thoroughly, if you found any bump, go check on it! I'm thankful that I've discovered mine and God I'm sooooo relief it wasn't dangerous, but hey, you'll never know if you don't have the courage to check it. to be honest, it was the longest moment of my life being in that hospital, recommendation: go to Doctor Sammuel in Dharmais hospital, he's the best there is!

4.) Job hunting! yes, being a fresh graduate has its own ups and downs. ups: endless leisure times. most days me and mum went from malls to malls, shopping, eating. at home it was internet domination and my face usually covered in books, currently I'm on chapter 25 of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. downs: the PRESSURE when your dad asked: hari ini ngapain aja? udah lamar kerja? whahahahahaat? I'm not even officially graduating from UI. but yes I did feel the pressure. until this point, I have enrolled in Pertamina's psikotes (this occured during my high fever, so I think I won't pass huhu) and have applied for the MT position in Astra, Sampoerna and Mandiri. I'm gonna go with the big guys, wish me luck everyoneeee!

"Amanda Hidayat!"

hellooo, it's been a long long time since my last post. I'm happy to announce that I'm officially domiciled in Jakarta, Indonesia. I left my dear old BNE last thursday for good huhu, weird thing was I didn't feel sad or lost, I think I felt completely numb, it was like going for a usual ride. Well I did feel kinda sad when the plane took off :'(

My graduation was....thrilling I must say. I felt sooo nervous when I was standing beside the podium, ready to be called to receive my diploma from the counselor. I said "HIDAYAT" to the announcer so he won't spell it wrong. Hidayat is my last name (dad's name actually) and my given name is Amanda Anindita, however they only announced the first and last name. after the graduation I felt sooo relieved. I can't believe that this is the end of my journey, well another journey will be coming really soon haha

me in my academic dress, white refers to bachelor

St. Lucia campus :)

the counselor shook my hand real tight, haha

even tho' monsie's not there, he gave a surprise, two bouquets of pink and white tulips ♥

me and beavie, it's her graduation day too!

close the event by a good family pic in the great court

however, the day did not end there, I still have to attend two more graduations: chamons', yasmincc's, donki's, elan's and intan's. it is truly a B-E-A-U-tiful day!